metamorphosis 2
i wish i could be a better person.
i am not. i am hoplessly flawed.
there are things far worse than what i am in. And yet what do i feel?
i feel numb.
people are losing their loved ones.
people are racing to provide for a good life.
people are suffering.
people are dieing.
i feel numb.
i wish i could be a better person. but i fail.
i can't see. i can't put into perspective. i can't.
i fail.
some people would kill for this.
i feel numb.
i wish i could be better. I am not.
I'm at the end of my tether.
i am not better.
i am.
endlessly flawed...
V
i am not. i am hoplessly flawed.
there are things far worse than what i am in. And yet what do i feel?
i feel numb.
people are losing their loved ones.
people are racing to provide for a good life.
people are suffering.
people are dieing.
i feel numb.
i wish i could be a better person. but i fail.
i can't see. i can't put into perspective. i can't.
i fail.
some people would kill for this.
i feel numb.
i wish i could be better. I am not.
I'm at the end of my tether.
i am not better.
i am.
endlessly flawed...
V
posted by Miss Vesper at 7:29 PM
1 Comments:
i think numbness is the ultimate way our soul uses to stop the pain... when your spirit is so battered that seems ready to shattered with the slightest breath of wind, everything shuts down and the numbness takes hold of you... for a few moments nothing matters and although you can't feel joy, you can't feel pain either... you forget your wounds until you think the bleeding has stopped... sometimes it does... most times it doesn't... but the wounds stay forever...
kisses
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